Well...

My whole life depends on how I do
In school
And this semester
And things just aren't
Going the way I want them to go

I don't know what to do
So I deactivated my Facebook
And emailed someone
In charge of the volunteer org I always go through
And asked if I could volunteer next year
I'm worried that I won't be able to
Or I'll end up going to Mid-State
And I won't ever become anything
Or anyone
And no one
Will think it's that big of a deal

I'm freaking out
It's too late to call anyone
And I don't know what to do
I just really
Really
Don't know
What to do