...aaaaand Im back?

So... I had a different blog, that I updated in San Diego but now don't really see the point of it. And I started a tumblr that I don't feel like keeping

So I'm back to Blogger? This is trippy shit.

I have a lot to say...

I start school in 26 days.
Oh
My
God

That's kind of insane.... but I'm ready. I'm so ready. Finally. To update no one besides future me: moved back to WI in Aug, and for the past 5 mos have been less productive than I ever have in my life besides the first 5 mos of my life (lol)

Currently its 230am and I'm watching "Make the Yuletide Gay" for the second time this Christmastime. Is it still Christmastime or did it end on 26th?

Rigedless, its a little much. It's so good yet slightly depressing that the main character (@keithjordan101) isn't actually gay in real life... #slightly/extremely

The ways my life is going to change in the next month and realistic goals I'm setting for myself:

- don't drop out...
- attempt to get A's for the first time
- go to the gay meetings at least 2 times
- go to a church in SP at least twice (though not realistic)
- don't skip any classes
- lol
- make 1 new mediocre to good friend
- do some of the things on this list

Xxooxxoo J

NEW BLOG

So

To the three people that read this

To make the posts like the one below VV less frequent, I decided to make a blog entirely for my high ramblings, which since I'm announcing it on here I'm not sure what privacy I was expecting? I think it's mainly so I can whine a bunch on here and geek out on there.... CHECK IT

www.cassidyistoohigh.wordpress.com

I've never been this lit before.
Alone
In San Diego
But mostly
California

I hope
Oh my God
I'm literally on my phone
and it's seriously a computer
Same functions
its crazy

Anyway
Sitting here
Didn't wanna appear
As though I didn't try
For the last time

Thus is insane seriously
j can't barely hanndle it mawn
I guess ill maybe get apple juice
and then like... cookies
Or cereal
Or chocolate coffee
Or apples
Or water
Or muffins
Or potatoes

Just kitting obvi

Anyway....
I saw the movie
Smiley face

It's prob my fav lit movie

Would watch it again
But I shouldn't

I guess it'd look a little awk
If I provided
A
Cock block

Juuuussssytgggggg kittttttttt5tttttting

Honestly the movie my roommates. Are watching
Is so loud
And we have a neighbor

Oh my God
I'm si lit

Favorite things
Animals, cats
Kiwi birds


This movie is crazy intense
U should get a snack
And watch a movie
And put down this phone
and let the medicine caabinet go





Okay I gotta get outta here daddy

Foooooooooooooooo rrrrreeeeeaaaaaaaloooooooooooooooolllllllllllllllllllllll

That's gonna look stupid
Hope a stranger ain't gonna read dis
But If you is then
Say something dooklaw

Yeah I gotta go...


<3 <3

New Post

First things first,
I somehow made the email address
That's connected to this blog
an email address that is totally fake up
and I made up for some shit online that needed an address
so now i have to wonder
when the fuck
did i make it my primary email
ugh its so lame

things i've been thinking about:
#1, wtf i'm going to be doing next year

next year, meaning 6 mos from now

I was going to just write all my options down

but if I do that, I just start thinking

About crazy shit

That should never be real options

Like moving

To random ass places

And doing random ass shit there

My plan to move to Madison

isn't 100% killed

There's still a chance I'll do it

Who knows

Right

So I was going on my normal walk

And I'm really hoping no one who doesn't know me, reads this... like, who actually reads this?

Anyway

I was going on my walk....

I walked down the street. the one street i go on

And I was walking and thought I was doing okay

turned the corner

and theres this kid

smoking and looks freaked out

and walks pretty fast

and then throws his joint

totally smelled like weed

i keep going down, pass the bridge and see a cop

and then walk some more and see a second cop

and then walk some more and see a third cop

then i take a hit or whatever

walk some more

see these kids come out of a car

i just pass by

then walk some more

see no cop

then go at it

see three teenaagers

see another

then see another cop in a little bit

and this time

he wasn't in a car

he was with a flashlight

and on the sidewalk

and i thought he was obvi gonna talk to me

he says hi

go for a bit more see another kid

and im going back

see another cop, prob an earlier one

i hear the kid behind me

say HEY KID

and i just kept walking

and then i went into the apartment area

and saw a couple kids

and then came inside

and started writing this

and i bet i'll delete this tomorrow

but right now

it seemed liek the right thing to do

probably not true...

he said hi

kept walking